strange. i just read my last message and it seems i wrote that i wanted to kiss my ex's arse. it should of course have read KICK his arse. i definitely don't want to kiss it. any more. unfortunately we got on quite well at the awards, which meant i got depressed having to go home without him. but i also could have been depressed because of the infantile drunken hacks who made up most of the 'glamourous' audience/nominees. they will no doubt be the tabloid journalists of the future and i hope they all die a miserable death, especially the bloke who shouted 'fuck off' at the lovely david aaronovitch when he announced he'd won something. that's gratitude for you. i am disillusioned with the future of the media. and not just because we didn't win anything. still, i got to dress up and i survived the experience intact without running desperately into the Ex's arms. but i did have to play hefner very loud on the way home to calm me down (i wanted b&s but didn't have any with me). discovered while doing this that it sounds like someone's making a cup of tea in the background on 'another better friend'. richard colborn may have leant them drum parts, but he obviously didn't show them how to use them properly. how i wish i could sit in on struan's scrabble games. although being a hopeless pedant i would have to query the validity of 'cunting'. b&s should write a song about scrabble, it's pretty twee (unless you're allowing words like 'cunting', i suppose.) or maybe looper could do one - stuart david mumbling random words from a real game over some xylophone (now that would be a high scoring word.) CHRIS MOYLES!!!!!!!?????? nooooooooooooo!!!!!!! still, anyone with sky fancy hosting a tv evening next saturday?? :) tainted love, archel xxx ps: i might be starting another little mag myself soon, for poetry and thoughts and stuff. submissions will be welcomed with a mug of hot chocolate and a roaring fire, so mail me if you're interested. ******** Rachel Playforth archel@iname.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+