Hi, I am really not that very interested in politics and current affairs and rather more egocentric so I'm going to talk about myself, and red bull, if that's ok. I've spent the last three weeks submerged in alcohol, it is, like, every single night. I drink, then I drink more. Which is real bad, I know one is supposed to become lost in an alcoholic haze during freshers week in Uni but not for three weeks, especially not for an experienced third year student like me who have (ahem) important work to do. I don't know. I wake me every day, all shattered, wondering whether I am down with the flu (which I am), I am tired due to constant lack of sleep? (which I am) or I am just hungover (which I am). An e-mail from Ken never really gets away from information about his sexual conquests, of course. Well, a girl that I kinda likes is next door to me in my hall having a party at my neighbour's now, great. If only I am a friend with my neighbour and I take the same interest in drum and bass that my neighbour does... actually then I would be a moke. I would really like to cry, and at this moment in time, the conflicts in the world are really, the least of my worries. All I would like to care about is whoever that wants to care about me. My head is too simple, tired and drunk to think about anything else. I am going to listen to "There's too much love" in a bit and hope that the excess love that seems to be going around will come round to me soon. I have borrowed my friend's four track recorder last night, and it is a rather clever piece of equipment, and I shall have a whale of a time recording stuff on it. Playing String Bean Jean is especially fun. This really sad song that I am going to write is going to happen real soon, if a sad person writes sad songs then oh yes, this song is going to happen soon, but you lot will just wait for a little bit more. As well as red bull tonight, I think I need a hug. :-( Four track recorders and red bulls Ken ====================================================================== Is it wicked not to care, when you say that you're mistaken thinking hopes and lots of dreams that aren't there? - Belle & Sebastian +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+