Oh it's you or rather oh it's me. It's been a while sinister. How've you been? Me, I've been getting on. Another year of school over and done. Only this time I won't go home. My mother calls every once in a while to pick me apart, so I lied to her and said I'd found someone to help me move into summer housing and she didn't have to come up. I moved all by myself up some massive stairs with great heavy boxes that left cuts in my arms. It took six hours. When I woke up dreadfully sore the next day and the day after that I thought "This pain in my muscles is the price of my pride." I felt rather good about it. I don't have a kitchen here so I'm sitting here writing to you while eating what has become my typical breakfast, a sampling of my massive collection of pocky. Technically I can say I've had strawberries, milk, and coffee, but they're only flavors of pocky. Between working and taking a summer class, I eat about a meal a day. At least maybe that means the calls from my mother won't include a section about how I look chubby, as if she could tell from two hours away. So I was trying to download Eggstone songs, when I happened upon Hideki Kaji, cause he's got a song called Eggstone. Now I think he's lovely, full of happy poppy songs, which is good for summer. Does anyone know the name of the band who sing American Friend? I'm trying to get the song but it keeps giving me the grateful dead like I'm some kind of hippy or something. I am in love with a certain boy, he's a simple person, not as young as he looks. Really. He's also painfully shy. I basically gave myself a mental smack upside the head and got over being so scared of boys, to a degree anyway. Enough to not just sit back. For the first time in my life I'm pursuing someone. I've been wondering if it's just us kids, our generation, or if people have always been terrified of loving each other. At least I'll always love you sinister, no matter what you do I'd spoon with you Kara www2.bc.edu/~brielman _________________________________________________________________ Protect your PC - get McAfee.com VirusScan Online http://clinic.mcafee.com/clinic/ibuy/campaign.asp?cid=3963 +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+