Hello, I have a little box in my head, where I keep snippets of your emails. I have been opening it a lot today. One of these flew out of the box - it was one that pondered whether one day sinister will end. I read it again and got sad. It also pondered the idea of a Sinister retirement village, an everlasting bowlie weekender/perpetuality-er. I'd like such a place. I wonder what it'd be like - I've met many of folks here but there are many more whom I have only ever known through reading of words on here. Not many posts go on here, these days, but it's a treat every time one comes. The flurry of emails when Stuart David wrote a book back in March made my heart flutter. When the box opened again and I started reading another post by someone else - regaling a story of throwing up multiple times out of Matthew Henderson's car, that made me smile. I miss you all. I also went on #sinister again too, a few weeks back. It made me remember that if I hadn't searched for the guitar chords for IYFS 15 years ago and stumbled upon here, I would likely to have a much better paid job than I do now, but likely to have remained as much of a little shit as I was then (still quite shit, mind). I intend to go back again. Maybe see you around, sometime. There are other boxes in my head, too, some have been taped shut for a long, long while. I wonder if I dare opening them again. I will close this one for now. Ken p.s.: Content - I am seeing Ben Apps in a couple of weeks, we are meeting David Beckham, no shit. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+