Dear Sinister, This is my first time on this mailing list. Please don't be too hard with me. I'm a bit nervous, even ;) Today was a really nice day. I woke up at 10:30, got dressed and went to school where I found out that the teachers who I was supposed to have lessons from were both ill and wouldn't be back until the end of the week. YAY! My friends came to visit me and asked me how i felt and if I needed some help (you people don't know it yet, but I had broken my leg in two places. And now, after having taken off the plaster, I still have to use crutches and can't walk at all). After "really hard classes", I went to my first rehab appointment where my menthor told me what she was going do with my leg, and what kind of exercises I should do. I also saw my friend there. He also broke his leg one month ago. We talked a while and said "bye and take care" to eachother. When I got home, I had dinner and I made some nice Christmas presents for my friends from Finland and the UK. I still have to make some more of them; it's a really nice thing to do. I've read some stories about the Moomin trolls for the 4th time; I love them! Those stories are full of nostalgia, longing and loneliness and have nice illustrations (I plan to get a tattoo on my buttock of one of them in January;-)). Right now I'm very upset because my sister is leaving me and going back to Warsaw today and I will miss her so.... Oh, the year 2001 is almost over. I must say that I've really done everything (o.k, *almost* everything) I wanted to do. For example: I started to play drums at the school of music, I've met Evelyn who showed me the meaning of true friendship, I've bought a new bass guitar, I've managed to organize the band I play in, I went to London, etc. I've also met many fantastic and interesting people like Ola. I love her passion for music and her super cool English accent (thank you Ola! A big hug goes to you, sweet one ;*). The only plan I didn't manage to carry out was to stop loving an older man. Erm...and I'm sad that I've lost good contact with him. Now he's almost like a dream to me. GOSH! 3 years of being in love with the same man, who will never even be mine! I wish I could find real love without constant pain. But the question is: where is it? Where the hell I can find it?! I hope that next year will be also nice to me, and to other people too. And may all bad things go to hell. What are your plans for the New Year's eve?! I think it's going to be a fantastic time for me. Loads of friends are coming from different countries to visit me, and there will be at least 5 bottles of Malibu and Diet Coke. Yummy! Another cool thing is that Myslovitz (my favourite Polish band) are coming to play in the town i live (which is very small, only 8,000 people live here). Their bass player has told me yesterday that they're busy making new songs for their next CD. I'm so excited!!! I've already heard some of it, and I must say I'm impressed. It sounded a bit like Low and (God bless them)...Sigur-Rós! hehe... (Btw, the same guy has also told me that Myslovitz are going to London again in spring hehe..) Wow! It's already real winter in my town. Everything's covered in snow and kids are playing on the streets and make silly snowmen ;-). And the skiers whizz on the slopes. booo... I will have to leave my skis and sledge at home this year because of my poor leg.... O.K that's all for this "blah-blah" e-mail... I apologise for writing such uninteresting things Take care and be careful with your health! maja P.S- My mum has just brought me a advant calendar with chocolates inside ;))) -- Tego nie znajdziesz w żadnym sklepie! [ http://oferty.onet.pl ] +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+