hello there... ..sinister seems to be very loved up at the moment...i like seeing people in love...i've never been there...only the stupid giddy kind of unrequited love...which gets tiresome after a while because you're daft and wont do anything about it..and then *thwack*..you see the person again and your stomach does a triple backflip and your knees have taken leave of your legs and your lungs have moved to honalulu leaving you a jibbering breathless wreck...sometimes i think i'll never be in love and sometimes i think i dont ever want to be..because once that first feeling fades and you are actually able to accomplish small household tasks without drifting off to loveland and dropping cutlery on your foot...is it fun anymore?..i dont know...i'm sure it is..i'm in the middle of a stupid situation at the minute..you know...i think shes looked at me the same way..and theres that silly awkward tension every time i see her...but maybe thats just coming from me and she's actually completely indifferent to me...and i'll probably never know because i'm awkward and stupid like that..yikes... why is wallpaper so terribly dull?...i'm currently in the middle of re-decorating my bedroom...it gives me something to do because i havent got a damm job...why cant they make crazy rainbow wallpaper which makes your eyes bleed if you stare at it for too long? Or bright green wallpaper which eliminates the need for lightbulbs? Or willy wonka style lickable wallpaper? that would be just wonderful...alas its all just tasteful pastel colours...perhaps i'll just keep it as it as the moment...completely bare walls with random splodges of white paint and plaster all over the floor..all i have in their is a batterd old armchair and an acoustic guitar...and its FREEZING....all very ken loach..and all bluddy depressing...it suits the time of year.. ...by far the best thing about clearing out my room is finding all the books i used to read which have been under the bed for years...i can stop proper grown up reading for a while and enjoy 'the alchymists cat' again...and 'voyage of the dawn treader'..i'd forgotten how absolutelyfantasticallywonderful the chronicles of narnia were..who needs harry potter when you have reepicheep?...oh its dark already and its only 4.40..hmmmm..thank you for your time.. ta ta.. __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Find a job, post your resume. http://careers.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+