it's all grey-ey brown outside today and there's really pathetic half-melted snow on the ground. oh, woe is me. well, not really, but i am bored.. and i feel so far away from the sinister list these days - the digests seem so sparse, everyone is off holiday galavanting while i am still here with my trusty computer. ahh, the life! i read nick bantock's "the venetian's wife" and there are all these delightful emails in it. as well as those beautiful collages, so so pretty. i got 2 pairs of pyjamas for christmas, among other things. a new black diary for all my smut too! yes. sigh, i myself am dateless for new years.. well, some of my friends are insisting that i come with them to a party being held by a former high school companion of mine and, pretty much there is no way that i'm going to go. as much fun as high school was (in some respects :) ) why would i want to even vaguely relive it by surrounding myself with former school mates? so if any toronto sinisterines are wanting to do something on that magically overrated night, please let me know and save me from an otherwise night of torture.. hey, i sound rather down in this post, don't i? i'm actually.. well, hrrm. i guess i am feeling kind of down and i'm forcing it all on you :) i just want it to be summertime and sunny, i want it to be summertime so that i can travel around.. i had a belle and sebastian dream a week ago. i don't remember it well, but when i woke up i knew i had dreamt about them. teriiii ps.. i need new zines to read.. if anyone would like to read, please contact me? thank yoooo your eyes are long vermont roads/with a tacky song on the radio/and your eyes are toothless young men/in tenessee in the rain again/ the magnetic fields/ http://members.tripod.com/~meltingsnow/ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". For list archives and searching, list rules, FAQ, poor jokes etc, see http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +---+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" +---+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+