...especially if you are sitting next to a smelly man who continuously elbows you in the hip whilst trying to sleep. and especially when you really have to go, you know, to the potty and are too afraid to wake him up to ask to be let into the aisle... waking up this morning was horrible. the dog heard every obsenity that i know as i let her outside to do her business. but i'm hear and at work and bored now. anyway hallo, i just finished sifting through the past four days of sinister, it took me all morning, but it's not like i have got better things to do-not that there *is* anything better to do. [wink] incidently, i have that "manic monday" song by the bangles in my head this morning. it's tres irritating. the 24 hours on the bus (12 each way) to see looper was worth it, though there was a problem with the speakers there handling bass. i, too, was upset with the lack of merchandise sold afterwards. true, i saved myself some money which will buy me dinner tonight at job #4, but it always seems that when i have money to buy something, there is nothing to buy. as opposed to when i wanted to buy some blonde redhead merch last sunday and i had to buy something with the last of my pennies. but when stud stu d. sang winter wooskie as an encore, i almost cried. well, not really, but it gave me a really nice warm feeling inside. maybe since i've been told i look like karn, i was picturing someone singing that to me andi got all mushy. haha, like that would ever happen. i had a dream with my lust object in it the other week. he was "with" this beautiful girl-tall, blonde, beautiful, everything opposite me-who also happened to be carrying his baby! all i could think of was "geez, i get turned down even in my dreams!" aha the coolest thing about new york: the record store kim's video is named kim and had tigermilk on display in the vindow. yeahyeah, i know there are lots of other cool places but hey... anyway, speaking of porn (strangely, i feel like i have been saying this alot lately.): on thursday evening, marie and i had just finished watching the beautiful "ma vie en rose" and her mother came into the bedroom to go to sleep. so marie turned the video off to rewind it and there is this naked girl spread eagle dancing nasty in these stilletto boots. it was funny. but i have to say, marie, that you had a miraculous save with that one! "uh, MOM, what are you watching?" i have a friend who works in a strip club. she's not a dancer though, she just hands out gold cards for the rich patronizers. she always tells me stories about the celebrities that visit. my favorites are those of the backstreet boys and the ones from 'n sync. imagine, these men are taking money from 11 years olds and charming them with their "sex appeal", and then stuffing it down their big sister's g string. yikes. i'm going to lunch now. i sincerly hope that you do not mind me utilizing the list to relinquish some of my boredom at work. i hope this is coherent and makes sense because i don't feel like i do at the moment. billions of love particles and kisskisskisses, KIMberly ps. i hate to use the list for this but: willy i can't write to your new address. what's going on? _________________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+