halo again sinisters... 'streeeeeeeeeeeetch' he says upon returning from yoga class. 'that's what my face is doing right now' i reply. i just bought a flight to the uk. a little juju solo seat. as usual. but this time, it's different. my whole world fell apart. it's been happening for months. and now, just now, as in this past week, my whole world is coming together again. better than ever. closer, warmer, more loving, more exciting.. i feel the bud poking through the ash after the fire. (am i alone in this? when things start to happen, and they just feel right, and sullen dreams become giddy reality, what else can you do but grin a silly grimace to make cube mates accuse you of being insane?) :: the boy who always eludes me is acting in love again. as confusing as it is, it is not taking away from my glee inside. it stirs with the rest of the concoction in my shell. it swirls bright colors between the dark ones. he is orange in my black. :: the friend in the uk who got laid off is soon to be visited by yours truly. we are going to play and forget about time and space and work and obligation. anybody in cambridge?? :: the label who likes our cd has picked us up. all the songs i write and sing and play will be in your local shops uniting us. i couldn't ask for more. :: tonight i will see bjork, the swan princess. i will sit alone in my little juju seat and feel lots and lots of beautiful human feelings. today it is nice to be a girl. so i had to write to you, loverly ones. i read your words and *swoon*... perhaps someday we'll be so many, so close, so few between, all our worlds will be one charming one. but today, today is not like any other day i've lived before. isn't that an amazing thing to think? so glorious, i wonder what i should be wearing for such an occassion. (i feel quite underdressed!!) i'd like to say that sweet rachel threw me a fruitloop like i was a grain of sugar drowning in a bowl of milk. *it makes me feel so much better* i think if her fruit has a flavor, it is certainly grape. listen to my crazy laugh... juju x _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+