hey cardie-wearers, well I'm back from my week away at the lakes with Eric, confused as ever as to where we stand. are we just friends, or is it something more? i really do not know. on the train back to Newcastle he held my hand so tightly, and when we finally parted company I could only bow my head and cry. I always cry at endings... he still phones me every day. he says he loves me, but couldn't ever be in a relationship. i don't know, I'm tired and fucked up I guess Julesx +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+