I had started to write an email about sinister and its elitist nature. I want to be a part of this but it seems I cannot afford to. I mean, where do you guys find all that money to travel about the place and meet? I can barely live on my money. I am publicly saying to Vel that I am sorry for losing each other;it hurts. Didn't want this to happen. Hope to hear more from you. Stacey, it was great meeting you, hope things will work out for you in the end. Hope to meet again, can't come to London, no money. George, you are great, glad you are in London. The rest of you, it's a pitty I can't meet you and it makes me sad. It's been great here, I don't want to unsubscribe 'cos it hurts. I won't unsubscribe but I think I'll just not pay attention. Dimitra's post made me think of how being in Sinister it's all about who you know, like in real life. It is real life I suppose. I think I will regret writing all this but hey, you won't notice will you? Cheers Zoe +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+