I haven't been able to achieve a thing when I could have done so much, I talk to other people and they are all so knowledgeable, and I just know about absolutely nothing. I never commit myself to anything and I have an attention span of about 5 minutes.
It has been fine because I was never under any pressure, but next year I'll be out of University and in the real world, missing out on the security of a job offer next year really made me think, "what the hell can I do?" I manage okay at most things but I don't have a real talent for anything in particular, I have no focus, no direction. It is such pants, I want to do something good but I am too lazy, too shy to take chances.
i have exactly the same problem.
I am going to change it tho, from this semester on, I am going to make myself someone useful, face up to the world with pride in my face and a can of Red Bull in my hand.
i say that to myself at the start of every semester...it hasn't worked, yet.
I hope also that Chinese girls don't choose boys like they choose their durians...
i don't even know what a durian is... operas r really good when ur feeling depressed, or maybe they r just really good. sorry about this doesn't-make-any-sense post...if anyone's reading. liqin +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+