Hello you cuties!! ow ow i just spent many hours doing odd dance now i am so sore,Sven!!! Bjorrrn!!rub sad songs n movies blah blah blah: Y'all are a teary bunch..is better than feelign nothing though...the last time i can remember crying at a movie,REALLY crying I mean even the second time was the Lion King,when Simba's father died..although i get misty eyed in Fiddler ON THe Roof..never actually CRY though...oh i do recall crying ONCE this year though,i waited till i was all alone and i jsut start cry and cry and cry and i put on a cd..and at the time 'happy endings' by Pulp made me cry even more...and that one line 'and do you thinks it's so easy to find somebody who is just your kind?' it's odd,i guess cos i don't really cry when i cry i want to feel even more sad..but then I heard myself crying and i sounded so pathetic I started laughing! I get misty-eyed from ANGER too...a lot of songs make me angry and yeah lets fight!! oh i love love the wild ones by suede make me sad..with or without you by u2 (don't laugh!!) Actually,I love almost all of Suede's videos..you know what else i like..The Never Ending Story,i have a craving to watch that movie.... actually soem of the saddest moments for me in song are not lyrics but when (Brett in particular) goes oh woah ho ho and sounds like that..oh and 'sleeping pills' the lines where he sings 'you're a water sign i'm an air sign gone gone to valium,can you get me some?' oh SIIGH...don't you just want to be half asleep with Brett ANderson stroking your head when you hear that?Many songs i don't feel exactly sadness but similar..i don't know the word to describe 'disaffected youth' you know,some empty (except for one mattress) London apartment with a boy in a rumpled shirt lying passed out on the florr clutching an empty liquor bottle? Oh and 'sleep' and 'over our bodies' by the longpigs nice n sad romantic... Happy songs? Ummmm... 'wake up boo!' by the boo radleys and 'the chemistry between us' by suede...whenever i hear that song i feel like swinging off a vines with Brett Anderson into a lake...on grassy hills... 15-year olds...BAHHH! I see too many of them,I am not 28 but i would like to be the leader of a bunch of 28 year old boys....ummm..why? Well i don't really have a solid reason but wow can they kiss... Actually THAT would be a challenge for me to convert my BOY friends (all my girl friends automatically like B&S..so it's no challenge) but da boyz...i have this one bud,whos openminded but he is too techno..but HE MIGHT..so i should try,and what do i get whenI try to be nice? 'here listen to this!' 'uhh uhhh this stinks,what's with this guys voice' So i slammed him into the locker.. Yay,I got Truckload of Trouble by Pastels and THis Is Hardcore by Pulp today... OH and there are some Yo La Tengo fans here right? Well there is a great new section at the record store of them...but which ones to get,eep!! I saw 'wild things' today..blechhh...I can't stand Kevin Bacon!! It should've been Kevin Spacey! (did you know he is dating Sheryl Crow...Grrrr! Blechhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Oh I am having a Brett Anderson moment,he is so lovely.I think he would make a good teddy bear..why do they waste their time making Hanson barbies when they could make Brett teddys..I had a teddy bear once,but I lost it in Quebec City and I've never like another teddy bear since... Oh I had a list member dream... (just their name cos I don't know what he looks like) anyways,this one friend of mine,she was telling me about this wild and wonderful one night stand she had in London "oh yeah we went out and got everthign pierced and then spent the night together" me:"oh who was this?" her:"his name was tag" weird baby,i say weird.... smoooch, genevieve ;) ----------------------------------------------------------------------- . This message was brought to you by the Sinister mailing list. . To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". . For subscribing, unsubscribing and other list information please see . http://www.majordomo.net/sinister . For questions about how the list works mail owner-sinister@majordomo.net . Listen, this is pish, I think I'll leave -----------------------------------------------------------------------