Everything feels much better in the light of day, except for my splitting headache of course. My sincere thanks to those who replied with words of encouragement and sympathy to my last post. I no longer feel so grief-stricken. After all as he told me I am not losing a Not-boyfriend but gaining a Not-boyfriend's girlfriend. Ha! Anyways I would never be able to sleep with him, we've been friends way too long. It is just that I have been subsidizing all of my boyfriends with him for years and if he has a real girlfriend he will not have time to do that anymore. You see he does all the things (well not all) with me that the boys I date can't or won't do, like go see movies with subtitles and take my dog for walks in the park, and play quarters and go to the bookstore and buy me david Sedaris books, and go to the museum see? So it is easy for me to see why another girl would want him to be her real boyfriend, but now what will I do? Not that he's perfect, he doesn't really like Belle and Sebastian, or any of the same music as me really, but I've given up on finding a straight boy with good taste in music around here that doesn't treat girls terribly. Nonetheless I will be okay. Thanks for listening, maybe next time I will have something interesting to say. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+