dear "jarvis cocker is practically never mentioned in here" diary... people are too complicated, diary... i've attempted to push painful shyness aside and talk to people in my surroundings...i find much more contentment and fulfillment from sitting in my room and listening to my smiths vinyl than i find with any other human being that i am around... sad to some, maybe...but i think it's only right for me to feel comfortable...i cannot feel comfortable with people gossiping or being mean to one another...solitude can be a lovely thing as long as you have a turntable and a good stock of rain-scented candles...i am still plotting ways to smuggle myself into the UK in time for the festival...maybe there i would find some wonderful people to picnic with and share some of my orange juice with...my, i think that would be charming...i'd be sure to bring twisty-straws...they are so much fun...my favorite are the red ones... love, m. elise +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". For list archives and searching, list rules, FAQ, poor jokes etc, see http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +---+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" +---+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+