Dear Sinister, This morning when I got into the shower it was 9am, when I left the shower it was 8:45am. I know what youre thinking thats a really long shower! But seriously, far from being some kind of Tardis (half the time the showers here arent even decent enough to transport me to cleanliness, let alone elsewhere) or similar time travelling device, the showers were not to blame for my temporal shift, and neither was I. But dont worry, Im not about to rewrite the lyrics to a popular Belles tune and refit them to the problematic experience of the onset of Daylight Savings Time (although La Pastie de la BST - no). You see, every week here theres a pub quiz, and Im usually quite good on the music questions, I take part just to be sociable (you might like to put that into inverted commas) you understand but a couple of weeks ago one of the questions was Who was the original guitarist with the group Suede? Now I thought that pretty much everyone knew that Justine Frishmann had been in Suede very early on, playing guitar, before she departed to form Elastica. You might say that Justine was Suedes original guitarist. Put that down. But apparently not not knowing their pop, the writers of the quiz thought that boring old Bernard Butler was correct. This is what I have to put up with. Worse still, the people I was with took it as fact that *I* was wrong think outside of the box, guys, think outside of the box. Speaking of which, where does irony start and finish? Its not that important actually. Cliff Richards Millennium Prayer for example, played by a professed Christian at high volume in between Hot Stuff (that might not be the title actually, and I dont know the artist/artistes but the song from The Full Monty anyway) and Eye of The Tiger (again! Fucks sake) ironic or not? Cut to Friday. I am in bed reading; its just gone nine in the evening Malone Dies incidentally, by Beckett, worth taking a look at. Oh Lord. Actually before that theres something else. Cut to a week or so before that, a Wednesday in the afternoon. I am sitting in a philosophy seminar trying to defend Mark Rothko well, um, actually if you look at how the pieces progress in series and you see how his use of, er, colour moves from bright tones and contrasts to the almost exclusive monochrome works of his later life and how his canvasses got slowly smaller and stuff then, er, I think you *can* discern something about his life he wasnt getting any happier really. Er, yeah oh, Ill just get rid of whoever this is. Having spent the past three or more years decrying mobile phones (thats cell phones to our American cousins - my hat goes off to you all), and having been finally persuaded to bring one out to Sheffield with me (my family likes them enough to have spares even), and having found it surprisingly, almost irritatingly useful whilst here, despite resolving never to take it out with me here I was with it ringing in the middle of a lesson. In short, I had turned into everything I hate. Dear. But let me explain I had had two people over the previous evening, who had slept on my floor. I had to get up for a lecture in the morning, but rather than turf them out at such an ungodly hour (i.e. one in the morning they arent morning people), I thought they could leave when they wanted and give me the key back later in the day. But how? Oh phone me when youre ready Which meant I had to take the phone out with me, not being used to having it about my person I neglect to switch it off before the seminar etc etc. Still. In said seminar there is someone called Luna and someone Called Tristian good names all. Luna asked me where I got my pink tshirt from, and said that she liked it. The north is like that. Ha ha the north. Oh, no Im not going to get into any stereotypes about shitpit northern sink estates or people being friendlier but if I count up the amount of sartorial compliments Ive had whilst in Sheffield (four!) with the amount I had in Birmingham (one) this year then Sheffield wins by a mile and Ive only been here a few weeks. Two girls stopped me on the street to say that they liked the beads I was wearing; Ill show them to you sometime, pink and purple hearts. They were fifteen though, and one of them had a skateboard. Why arent you in school? Anyway I was reading, it was Friday evening, I wasnt going anywhere, and the phone goes. I thought about not telling you for a minute there, it isnt all that interesting. It was my brother: Im in town, its absolutely pissing it down here, Im stood in the Phones 4U shop doorway, I cant find anyone.. So you thought youd ring me? I told you it wasnt that interesting I suggested he should go home, after he ran through all the possible places his friends could be and werent and the call ended with him actually spotting his friends, shouting ALRIGHT LADS! and hanging up. Actually thats an interesting internet protocol thing (not as in the ISP type of protocol netiquette if you will), if I indicate that someone is shouting by saying shouting do I still need to put the shouted phrase in caps? It loses some of its impact if I do. Funny that. Hey, I was just listening to Pulps Help the Aged thinking back to, I guess, last year when Pulp played John Peels fifty years in broadcasting party, a ripple of laughter running through the audience when Jarvis dedicates it to John. Awww. But then theres a bit in the chorus: No big deal/So give us all a feel. And I thought itd be nice if he wouldve sung: No big deal/So listen to John Peel. A chance missed. Ive decided I like Pulp a bit more than I used to, actually, I might run to buying the earlier albums (which I think have been recently reissued) even, if only so I can say things like: Jarvis appearance on Stars in their Eyes was his Urinal, and almost as important without any real justification. Why do some trees lose their leaves and others not? I dont want the biological explanation either, make something up. Hm. Did I ever tell you about the time my aunt taught me transcendental meditation? I probably have, I cant check the archives on this computer though. Its a good story, Ill leave it for another time. Ok, well it appears as though nobody in Sheffield wants to meet me at the moment, but thats fair enough. I could give a lengthy list of reasons detailing why that is, in which the fault never lies with me, but rather with circumstance or obligation etc, but that wouldnt make for great reading. On the other hand several people said nice things after my previous post, including Hannah Brown, who has sampled first hand my professed conversational ineptitude and yet still offers kind words thats dedication isnt quite the word, something close to it though shift F7 devotion, commitment, enthusiasm, keenness, perseverance, allegiance, ardour, loyalty for you. Hm. According to Microsoft Word twee isnt a word. Its come up here with the red underline, indicating that I am somewhat in error. Well ha ha ha. On the subject of Belle and Sebastian oh, yeah, I really like the idea of avant-garde wallpaper by the way, though I have a feeling it would involve stapling actual real life in the flesh roses to your wall; is that even possible? Too late in the year to try, isnt it? In Birmingham, I might have told you this before, the bus that I get into town, either the 96 or the 97 goes down a long duel carriageway, along which are planted several trees which in the course of growing have jutted foliage out into the road. Now youve probably had the slightly unsettling experience of being on a bus which brushes past overarching branches the disturbing ripping and scratching sounds as the wood scrapes along the side of the bus and springs back into place. Imagine though, what would happen if buses, about five every hour during peak time and a few more besides came into contact with those branches the tree couldnt take it, and eventually a bus shaped hole would be worn away, a negative of a rectangular double-decker side and roof. Well, and you mightve seen this one coming, thats exactly what has happened on the duel carriageway I mentioned above. Not just to one tree either, but lots, on both sides of the road. I wonder if anyone else has ever noticed it. Perhaps. Its interesting. And sad, profoundly sad, sad in a way that I cant even come close to describing. Ill show you them sometime perhaps youll just say: This is how things are. I dont mind. This is bitty. Where was I? Oh yes, the similarities between Belle and Sebastian and Boards of Canada thematic and musical, look out for them. What else, what else? The Sinister tape tree! Remember that? Hardly anyone has spoken of it on list, other than regarding boring admin and so on, so Ill put in a good word. I must admit that I approached said tree with some trepidation (for your delectation now I shall overwork the tree metaphor to the point of collapse), because it seemed that it was a tree, as it were, arboretum - a forest, a copse perhaps of similar trees indie trees. See, if Belle and Sebastian are a big tree in the forest of indie, with lots of similarly minded, though not nearly half as nice trees growing nearby, oh I wont sully them with the names of the actual bands they represent, you know what Im on about, but there they are. Its a nice forest, plenty of shade and so forth, but you wouldnt exactly want to live there not when there are other nice forests just round the corner with various different trees, conifers I think (aside: if this were not just half hearted, which musical genre would be the non-deciduous; that is the evergreen?), and other more exotic strains. Cacti. And so forth. See, I worried that the branches of the tape tree would all be taken from those saplings that had sprung up from the windfalls of the Belles tree and grown in its shade. Happily this is not the case, cross fertilisation is abound the tapes I have so far received have, whilst remaining fairly true to the indie, er, genus, that is species, not been afraid to dally with seeds and cuttings taken from as far afield as, well, quite far afield. Lets just say that youd have to climb right to the top of the Belle and Sebastian tree to see trees that far away and that you cant see quite so far from the top of chez T*mp**l*n. Take that however. For my own twig of the tape tree, though actually now I think about it there are two, a tape and a CD, which is Im sure currently providing entertainment to someone, somewhere I selected flora which often grows just against the walls of the indie forest (walled forest isnt a nice image, but its one Im prepared to play with would I better say hedges or fences?), but on the other side so that it is not quite of the indie soil but is close, close. And also some stuff which isnt close at all, but I thought would be of interest to the average b&s fan. And just looking at the tracklist for the tape there is some stuff on it which is pretty indie. So there you go. But what I also wanted to say was that its nice to be so connected whether the tapes are just chucked together or minutely constructed through a series of graphs and charts there is a bigger sense of personality and internal logic to them that goes beyond just the songs in the order that theyre in. Is tape maker A trying to affirm what I like about indie, perhaps even to show me what I dislike about it, are they trying to create discord, to attack the status quo, to attack Status Quo? Which leads me back to my own tape and the CD, and I think: Was I saying This is the kind of stuff you should be listening to as well as the Belles or This is the kind of stuff I listen to as well as the Belles? It seems like an important difference, but lets not exaggerate it too much. The tape, Id say, of the two, reflects my taste better though I did make it much more recently. But lets not dwell on it too much. Um, so. Well actually this really fascinated me when I first started reading Sinister I shall extend the tree metaphor yet further, are we, the peoples of Sinister like the above cited saplings, growing around the mighty tree of Belle and Sebastian, feeding off it and waxing as it waxes, waning ditto. Or are we branches of one tree, the band, us the whole shebang? Which seems more appropriate? Ill let you ponder that one. I.e. what is the lists relationship with the band? I ask because even when new songs, new albums are released there seems to be very little in the way of close dissection of the meaning or relevance of the songs. I dont mean this at all as a criticism (in some ways its actually a blessing), indeed it would seem to be a recurring feature of fansites and mailing lists that when fans of bands get together there seems to be very little analysis. Perhaps this follows you think, everyone likes the band, where is the source of debate? But consensus on a band being good does not at all equal consensus on which bits are good and why. What is Stuart getting at in, say, I Could be Dreaming? Really. Really really really. I kind of want to take a stab at it, I know Ive gone on enough already and most people have stopped reading by now. Or perhaps Im just mildly deprecating to fish for yet more compliments Are you still reading? doesnt quite tally, does it? So I wont, I honestly just plucked that song out of the air, but its quite a good one to pick apart, mixed images and so forth. Have a go if you like. Perhaps its something to do with the rock vs. academia dichotomy, that whole Youre just killing the music by over-analysis, maaaan schtick. Perhaps. Similarly, in the way that this train of thought seems to be circular, viz I dont want to make feel obliged to discuss songs as they would Hamlet if they dont want to, Id be interested in reading stuff like that, but who wants to write it? Some people do, there are a couple of excellent pieces about b&s dotted about on the internet, but again I dont want to guide the list into waters it isnt familiar with (hubris indeed there, people will do as they like Kieran, not as you instruct them). More circularity. Like a Venn-diagram. Round one more time? Ok. Conclusions from last weeks philosophy seminar (not mine): Free Jazz isnt music. Music has rules. John Cages 4:33 = The Emperors New Clothes (I owe Dave Q of ILM fame for my Thinking youre being fooled by an artist = philistinism rebut, which is more or less all I said that day). Westlife and Shakira are talentless rubbish. You have to have an objective standard of quality in order to discuss things rationally. Enough. Just as this post started this morning when I got out of the shower fifteen minutes earlier than I had got in (I doctored the numbers, you know, for the sake of elegance it may have been more 9:03 when I got in, more 8:41 when I got out. Forgive me) were this yesterday then, as the time clicks over 11pm it would have been today, for midnight would have passed. But today persists. Sunday persists. Will it be Monday in an hour? Who can honestly say? Love from Kieran. p.s. To clockwatchers: Yes it is almost midnight, actual midnight here now - a long story involving corrupted disks and slow lifts. Smash imperialism. _________________________________________________________________ Internet access plans that fit your lifestyle -- join MSN. http://resourcecenter.msn.com/access/plans/default.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. 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