hello everyone - first off a big thanks to paul stinsoni for the wonderful and yet somewhat nauseating description of his surgery - i for one - know now i will never be getting such a thing - not that i was ever interested - personally i - i really don't have much to worry about getting a girl pregnant - since i like boys instead - but still it was nice to know - hope the boys are feeling better now - second - stine~ wrote about coldplay and the song the scientist - and i wanted to say that the song also evokes the need to cry in me - i am not sure exactly what it is - but that song is just really touching - when i hear it all i can do is think about when my friend was in the hospital and i suddenly turn into his wreck of a person - which i guess means that they really did their work - to write a song that has an effect like that on people is powerful - very impressive - so there was a point to this post - but i have since forgotten it cause i am watching cartoon network - and there is a show on here about hamsters - honestly - i have never seen this before in my life - i usually watch cartoons in the afternoon when i get home from school - but i am so completely confused as to why there is a cartoon about hamsters - for what i just watched - there is really nothing to interesting in the show - the kids who owned the hamster - had a problem with her dad and the hamster kept her company and made her forget the problem - that was it - what the hell was that! - not to mention the hamsters - there are many of them who belong to other kids - escape from their cages and all meet up to chat and share snacks - i am not sure what to think of this show - perhaps if i watch it more it will grow on me - or maybe i will just hate it - now i remember what i was going to say - so i will be graduating here in two weeks and two days - after five years of college - i can say that i am really not as jazzed about this as i thought it would be - i figured i would be completely happy to get out of school and finally start my life - instead i am just kinda ho-hum about the whole thing - ya i graduate - oh well - i now need to find a job - this is kinda disappointing - i was hoping for more then this - and it is a let down as of yet - but i guess i still have about two weeks for it to get better or for something to happen - oh well well for now that is all - hope everyone is doing well - much love to you all - --scott lord ------------------------------------------------------ what we place most hopes upon, generally proves most fatal - vicar of wakefield _________________________________________________________________ The new MSN 8: advanced junk mail protection and 2 months FREE* http://join.msn.com/?page=features/junkmail +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+