Dear Sinistersweeties, Why is it always such a big deal with exboyfriends?? Why can't we just be friends without feelings that doesn't matter anyway because he has an other girlfriend now.. Okay, she is less cute than me en in fact really boring but he's happy so?! I JUST DON"T WANT TO FEEL ANYTHING FOR HIM!! He's such a loser... He doesn't like b&s and were, well, different. I feel like the catastrophe girlfriend only without a boyfriend... This week I got really drunk after my ex-boyfriend visit me. I dont feel anything for him anymore (really!) but it was so strange and a friend called me that there was this party and so I got on my bike, sick, and went there. There played there really bad music but there was a lot of beer and even more sigarettes... I really didn't thought that I were drunk but that was when I were sitting... And then I went dancing... Okay, I got drunk. I my eveningmeal didn''t survived the party.. I feel a bit like Olive right now (from Popeye, you know?) because I'm doing my hair with henna and it smells like spinach and it looks like it too... but it's really great for your hair and cheap!! After all, I have to look nice with the holidays... I don't have the christmas spirit yet and I dont think I get it this year... think I'm just going to listen a lot to belle & sebastian and feel lonely and happy at the same time. Merry christmas to you all!! imke *:-.,_,.-:*'``'*:-.,_,.-:*'``'*:-.,_,.-:*'``'*:-.,_,.-:*'``'*:-.,_, +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+