hello darlings! i made a total fool of myself today! oh, dear. i'm *so* embarassed! this is just too awful. ouch. i met my ex today. it hurt more than i ever thaught it would, but i'm fine. really, i am. it felt good seeing him, after all. but, ofcourse, as i said, it hurt. deep. so i'm sitting here in my room, listening to "all by myself". it must be one of the best lovesongs ever (except from belle&sebastian ofcourse)! i couldn't stand going back to school after the meeting with him. we were walking in this sweet park, and there was a café just there, so we thaugh we'd sit down and have some café au lait, cause it's dead cold outside. so i took a place in the line, so i could order my coffe, and he went to catch a table. and then he walks up to me, and stands behind me (i think!) i don't look at him, i'm just staring in front of me. then i decides to hold his hand, so i does. and i'm thinking about what would happen if i'd say "you know... i never stopped loving you...". suddenly he's standing in front of me, looking confused and says "what? oh, come on! i thaught you were over me by now!" then i understood that i actually said it out loud, and not just only in my thaughts. but i'm still holding his hand... err... or not. i'm actually holding some other guy's hand! as if i wasn't embarassed enough. anyway, i'm off to england in a while. again. and tomorrow it's a consert in sweden that i'm going to! it's this nice swedish asrtist singing in swedish. i think it's called "gota lejon"... yes, that's where he's going to paly. ooh. i'm really exited! i got into rach fruitloop's post again! ooh ooh ooh. you'd better watch out, soon i might be writing just to get into the post. hee hee. no, but seriously, it's nice seeing your name in other people's posts. it makes me feel nice. anyway, rachels; how's the mixed-tape going? who's got it right now? !viva rachels! yes. ofcourse. with all my love (and lots of owls), rachel orange juice ps. i've got harry potter-fever! hee hee. i'm dead obsessed. _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+