my heart is bleeeding (not literally), and I don't know if music can fix it. I want to curl up in a ball, and lie under a table, and be cold. life is so bleeding unfair. Is anyone out there insecure too? I don't know what to do. If anyone wondered why I posted my results a while ago, it was because, to be honest, that these are the only things that I have to show that I have actually done anything in life, short as it has been. They prove that I am not a waster. It is only because I am usure of myself that I did so. Is it unusual to think that "hey, am I just a complete shit, or parannoid, or both?"? How do you know If somebody likes you? I don't mean simply 'likes you', but " 'likes you', likes you". You know. It's just that I don't know whether this girl, who is basically one of my best friends, likes me as a mate, or whether she likes me more than that. I'm too gutless to ask her this, because I don't know whether she will laugh at me and perhaps think that by saying this, I am being a bit presumptious. but i think that she is great. I just don't know. tell me what you think. and can anyone suggest a high paying career for me. (I'm a money grabbing arse) my regards to you all. if I don't mail again, I'll probably have thrown myself off a bridge Chris Mellan CRYSTALBALLS M223CMELLAN@holyrood.gla.sch.uk +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+