not sex, kids, but +ACo-sleeping+ACo-. not that i've done any of either since march, but i'm always right so you had all better start fluffing those pillows. i know there are a few of you (okay, maybe just one person) out there waiting oh so patiently for an email from me - apologies for being so slow, although i'm sure you've all given up and used photoshop to draw evil horns on my sinister listpage photo. but i've been apartment hunting and then getting the lease signed, trying to find cheap home things, working too much and then not enough, going to the cottage for a few days to unwind, returning home, going to work and getting stressed again...i'm going to be so glad when i can quit this godawful job. i fucking hate it - two years of this hell is enough for me. i've had to put on the smiths at top volume to try and calm me down, but i think what i'm really after is something that will encourage my wallowing. which is what's happening. anyways, i'm thinking about all of you and will hopefully have my life sorted out a bit more in the next week. oh, and did i mention that i've slogged through a little over half of the 1200 messages waiting for me after i returned from vacation? i love getting mails, really i do, but not when they're from the subpop list and all they talk about is korn. manymany thanks to those who gave suggestions about first apartment essentials - i've still got to find a bed, but i do have a fabulous retro blender that's gold and an 'electrikbroom' that's baby blue. thank heavens for grandmothers that hang on to things for years - i'm going to have the best retro kitchen in the entire toronto area. with all this talk of smut and masturbation and love, i'm glad my name came up. there's nothing like getting lesliejo exasperated to send me running for my grape scented nailpolish. oy, all these messages with big bold headings, and me in a puddle of lowercase. SHYNESS KEEPS ME SAFE. thought i should try and keep up with these new styles. i've had a crap couple days, so if you'd like to send happy thoughts my way i'd greatly appreciate it. just don't ask questions. goopy fruit punch kisses, jessicaxo if you're so inclined, visit http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Styx/3733 while you're drinking your tea and nibbling on biscuits. pee ess. b content - erm, the loooper show was quite nice, although i think i said that before. but general music content could be boosted by a mention of a photo op with sean lennon before the cibo matto show. cibo matto were really good, luscious jackson were boo-ring. too many roadies can do that, i think. pee pee ess. i'll have to post a photo of the view in my new apartment to the sinister page once i'm moved in. that'll get you all offering up hard cranberry lemonade for a chance to see it for yourselves. +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- someone had spied on us, i suppose, as we sat beside the canal and ate the sandwiches, drinking not even orangeade or coca-cola but hot milk out of a thermos. +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- +ACo- t i n y s t a r +AEA- w o r l d y . c o m (it's lovely being a girl) +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+