it's bloody hot as hell outside. i'm at my parents' house, and today i braved the heat and went out to a little wood nearby to draw trees and write songs. it was funny being there again. i can remember cindy and i, twiggy little barefoot girls concocting magical summertime potions of berries and swampmud, or boldy embarking on 45- minute survival expeditions. i also remember years later when i, overcome with teenage angst, would storm out of the house and spend hours in a little clearing smoking cigarettes and jumping in mud puddles. it was quite therapeutic. speaking of which, i only recently turned twenty, and the day before my birthday some boys reminded me that i was spending my last day as a teenager, and therefore my years of true "teenage angst" were nearly past. i panicked and tried to scowl for the rest of the day, but it was exhausting and then i got drunk and all was lost. anyway, i plan on retaining some of my angst til i'm well into my eighties, thank you very much. i want to be eighty years old speeding around on my electric wheelchair, giving em all hell. not for awhile, though. love kirsten ps---looking at lovely RAH photos makes me cry because i missed it by less than twelve hours but i keep looking anyway. mwah Care2 make the world greener! http://www.care2.com - Get your Free e-mail account that helps save Wildlife! +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+