here I am again. Still flu ridden, and got exams this week to add to the pressure. Who wants to be a student? not me, I want a job and a cat, although I'm allergic to cats, and money to spend and all the other nice things like no exams. played a geography game with my flatmates last night, cos we were that bored. Still, at least it wasn't a maths game. homesick. just miss hills and a horizon that goes up and down rather than just straight across for miles and miles. And I miss Edinburgh (but don't tell I told you) cos I miss all those mad wee shops and things where I can stroll around for days on end. I also miss Scottish accents. Even the schemie ones. So lets see...on a positive note...? hmm. Had a lovely weekend with the man I love, we didn't do much, but we just spent quality time together and thats whats important. And it felt so lovely and warm and cosy and I can't wait for my exams to be over so we can do it again. It was just the most stress free couple of days I've had sionce the millenium began. Although some people reckon it won't start til next year.....and some people reckon it was in 1995..... slowly finding inspiration as the days pass... but only for writing short stories, rather than for university degrees. Sometimes I wish I had managed to make it onto a creative writing course or something rather than a language degree, which I'm only doing because of the job prospects. Not too fussed about what sort of degree I get, as long as I pass. Now all I need is inspiration to pass my exams. I got a nice hat though which I like, its grey and keeps my head warm and makes my hair look okay when it sticks out from underneath it. I think I got a good haircut the other day. I can go bare faced and still feel okay. my computer moves too slowly today and won't let me on jeepster chat which irritates me a little bit. Can't wait for spring time. I like spring time. better than summer. summer never lives up to its expectations. and winter is too bleak. my lava lamp has died and I only got it for christmas. oh dear. is there a lava lamp doctor in the house? I don't like january, it reminds me of things I haven't done yet that I intended to do, and I get this burst of creative inspiration that leads to frustration when three o clock in the morning doesn't seem to be the time to execute new plans. Theres a pretty girl sitting at the desk opposite me. pretty in pink with blonde hair and blue eyes. She looks dull. okay dokey, cherrypips to one and all. ===== visit the idle site:www.geocities.com/SoHo/Easel/5117 __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Talk to your friends online with Yahoo! Messenger. http://im.yahoo.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@missprint.org". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@missprint.org". WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+