Sinister~ I laid in bed last night and realized I was happy. Not 'just got a new car/new puppy' happy, but really, heart-feltedly happy. How did this happen? I have spent the last 7 years of my life in a depressed-angry funk and all of a sudden, it's gone! I woke up and realized that graduation was over, the tasseled hat on the dresser, the speech spoken and forgotten about, that I would never again have to see those kids who made my life a living hell. Who made the medicine cabinet a lucky charm, to be gazed at in time of need. It's probably temporary, I probably shouldn't be so amazed by it. It'll pass. To the girl (Histrianic??) who wrote about being 16: sorry, hon, if you don't let your attitude take control now, 17 and 18 are going to be just as bad. Sorry. I went through most of high school the same way... then I realized that if you flipped people off and started wearing cool (or in my personal favorite slang, kewl - what's the point? same number of letters, harder to type) hats, they left you alone. That's I think when I first started feeling happier with myself. And I listened to B&S tell me that "you're a star" a few more times. This is not an Idleberry post, and for that I am sorry as they always make me smile. kisses for the boys, hugs for the girls~ Ann PS: has anyone read Stuart David's venture into novel-writing "Nalda Said"? Is it any good? I don't understand the thrill of running, Catching, Throwing, Taking orders from a moron. _________________________________________________________________ Chat with friends online, try MSN Messenger: http://messenger.msn.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+