oh sinister, thank fuck for all that. and red shirts. and colanders. thank fuck for fourteen hundred delete buttons with separate interests, with a love for unparagraphed prose and a hate for it. thank fuck for poetry and those bastards who drown their sorrows in it after late nights at the bar or early mornings at the gym or just because they'd rather not do the grocery shopping, buy more bread, buy more gin. i was thanking fuck the other day and jesus christ if it didn't thank me back. fuck must be canadian, i thought: its self-effacing ways and that happy-go-lucky hairstyle. but of course, i'm wrong, again, and fuck isn't what it seems. it lays down a blanket on the forest floor, stretches out, eyes half-closed like Barthes laying on the beach. but fuck has brought sandwiches wrapped in wax paper and tea out of an old blue thermos. how can you go wrong with that? mid-spring and all our life coming back even as we lay down to count the clouds, close our eyes, and pretend to nap. i've had one of those days. and it should really be over by now, but i've kept it going on. brain, stop, just bluddy stop (except maybe keep going a little on this whole 'how to spell psychoanalyze' thing b/c, well, you've got some kind of mental block there). ah, oh well, pfft. yours, always and etc., robyn ===== I was reading the dictionary. I thought it was a poem about everything. ~Steven Wright ~~~ Robyn Fadden rfadden@yahoo.com Montreal, QC __________________________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Web Hosting - Let the expert host your site http://webhosting.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+