hello, yesterday was my last day at work. i got sort of used to going there every morning, so now it feels a bit strange. i also started talking to people more during the last weeks. it kind of started getting better. now i�m at uni library writing this and i think i�d rather be at work, cos uni doesn�t feel good. and it�s a bit of a shame, cos i used to love this library, but it just reminds me of studying, and i�m not certain whether i want to anymore, to study. tomorrow is my birthday. it�s also my mum�s birthday. i don�t really expect to get anything, but i�d like to get a present though. my parents always ask me what i want, so it�s a bit boring, cos it�s not a surprise. i�m a bit scared though, i mean to see whether my x remembers it, or whether he�ll wish me happy birthday, but i know that he won�t. and i�m scared how it�ll make me feel. i wished him happy birthday a month ago. i�m supposed to go home tomorrow, but i don�t think i want to. i bought myself a present though, a cd �white blood cells� by the white stripes. i took a bath and dragged my stereos to the bathroom, and listened to it while bathing and dyeing my hair(red). last friday i went to see air guitar world championships and this one architect from london, who won the competition �played� to that white stripes song �fell in love with a girl�, and i thought it sounded so good, so i had to get the cd. i had a really good time there. and i thought i looked nice, i was wearing a sfa t-shirt and sandals and a skirt and a cardigan, and i think one boy looked at me. but i�m not so sure, cos i was a bit tipsy. but i really liked being there. i think i�ll buy myself this one swedish book, it�s a bit dirty, but i think i should learn the vocabulary, cos i might (hopefully) some day need to translate some dirty stuff into swedish, so i should learn. i think i�ll stop now. happy belated birthday to sinister too :), love, puluxxxxxxx __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Finance - Get real-time stock quotes http://finance.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+