i'm quite jealous of all of you out there who can actually associate with other sinisterians, go out and have fun and talk about your love for belle and sebastian, funny hijinx and witty remarks and whatnot. i DO enjoy reading about it all, though. it makes me feel alot less lonely to know that you guys for the most live the way i do over here in the middle of the nowhere. we all have similiar interests and problems and a unique way of relating to the world. all my friends here, though i love them to death, just aren't quite there. they make fun of me for listening to the music i love, especially (for some odd reason) steely dan. tell me: does anyone else out there like steely dan? well i'm i'm sure SOMEBODY else my age in this wide world must. and i'm willing to bet that they are on this sinister list, reading this right now. why am i ranting about steely dan? i don't know! i just wanted to say that i appreciate the sinisterians. i feel like you are all a bunch of people just as screwed up and lovely & beautifully fated feeling as i am. no offense or anything. ta! caleb ben ===== And when I'm lying in my bed I think about life and I think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me and if the day came when I felt a natural emotion I'd get such a shock I'd probably lie in the middle of the street and die I'd lie down and die ------morrissey __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? NEW from Yahoo! GeoCities - quick and easy web site hosting, just $8.95/month. http://geocities.yahoo.com/ps/info1 +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+