hush and calm yrselves. "she's posting again?...chittery bitch...". i shrink from the beating of ten thousand eyes beaty...am i paranoid? is this happening? are those eyes or candles? will i be burnt to a crisp should my sweater catch fire? crisp-like chip or fry? does that make me a martyr? like st. thomas? was st. thomas a martyr? or was that augustine?...to hell. i'm not catholic. BUT i can recite the entire hail mary (the curse of 2yrs in pleats and knee highs).- now that's impressive, eh? (the knee highs were becoming) such talent! such flare! ...and look at that hair?! so shiney! glossy sheen!... and still my crush hasn't taken notice of me...(boo) whatever must a girl do? pish pish (new shamoo?)...i suppose i will just have to slish slosh home threw the puddles and put the make-up on decible four. and practice! practice! my strip tease in the mirror for another hour...it couldn't hurt. no. that is a lie. i forgot i was reffering to myself...-yes. it could prove to be a rather painful bumping about considering i am somewhat drunk and giggley stupid... became leaky sqeaky iron sink/faucet/piping ( HARK! god bless henry miller despite his pretentions) in the caf this evening. daintily nish nish-ing on my salad when it hit me mid-fork-full..."this room is empty. all these chairs are empty". i hadn't noticed before. no eyes. no flames. but that sense of being stared at and noticed and watched and breathed on was present...i began to sob...sometimes i can be a rather curious creature...they should feature me on mannimailia...i raise my glass to the discovery channel... CONTENT: bANDs spells "bands", no? END CONTENT. ah the glory of semantics...and god is dog; and i am ! (but not for dostoyevsky b/c he was a pessimist); and meathook and matchbook are complimentary though they are completely unrelated...word play, what fun?....ring around the hommonym...join the merriment sinistrees...(and take over b/f i run into a wall or a dangerously handsome man)... -lisa *to pacify all dostoyevsky enthusiasts the dostoyevsky comment was not intended to be negative. so hush hush yr pretty little lips* **to pacify all henry miller fans. mr. bungle did a killer airconditioned nightmare...i grew up on faith no more- it was completely was beyond my control...blame american radio.** _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. Share information about yourself, create your own public profile at http://profiles.msn.com. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+