aloha sinister :) i'm tipping my hat to the islands of hawaii. i could say it's because my mother was born there, but really, it's because my last ex-boyfriend is there right now for the week. steve is the only boy that i have dated or "made out with" that has not minded that we keep in touch. we used to work together and all of my manager friends at borders hate his guts. but love him i do. at the comp lab again. catching up on my reading of posts and such. haven't had much time but to read star wars for english. my stummy is very grummbly. maybe it's because in the past four days i have eaten: 2 sandwiches on wheat bread (i think they had honey), a bagel, 5 eggo waffles, and a croissant (sp?). (this is not to mention all of the coffee and mountain dew and nicotine too.) i think that others can hear it loud and clear, but i can't deny what i am. poverty-stricken. i keep getting a weird side glance from the lad at the computer next to me. i'm not embarrassed though because i can't deny what i am. poverty-stricken. oh well. speaking of such things has reminded me that i think that i had a heart attack yesterday. i really do. my chest was super sharp and painful. my heart was beating oddly. my left arm was patchily numb here and there. hmmm... further down the thought path. today i was dry heaving in the bathroom at school in between my classes. my stummy hates me! well, while in the stall, i hear some girl ask another toilet patron "is she alright?" but oh no. that was not all. "that is soooo disgusting!" how mean she was. i almost crawled out from underneath the door seeing as i was already on my knees to yell mean things back at her in hopes of her feeling so bad that she never makes another mean comment about any other unhealthy girl!! "shut up you fucking mean face poop-shit! i have an ulcer!!" no. i don't have an ulcer. but i could. heart attack. ulcer. it's all the same, right? that would have fixed her wagon. the toilet was my only friend this morning. i'll never forget it's kindness. at work last night, i was so sleepy that EVERYTHING was funny. you know what kind of state i mean. giggles and laughs were had by all the girls in the cafe. i think we scared most of the customers. hopefully most of them scared away forever. my manager scott that i write with for the dirty vicar's frank's apa thingie and my co-worker anna (who i lovingly have re-named: anna-stasia-cheerio...she's wonderful) were talking about starting a band. talking out of our asses of course, but amusing all the same. scott, another manager joann, and me all had bright shirts on. super bright orange, medium bright orange, and yellow. we then and there became the "highlighter gang". our soul's purpose was to brighten up days like markers! anna was going to join our ship and adapt obnoxious flourescent green. it then turned into a name for our band. needless to say we kept going as we were all out of control. basically the conversation ended with scott and anna-stasia-cheerio dropping out because of creative differences and me succeeding at my solo career on a side-walk of santa monica with my mini travel size xylaphone (1/2 in the children's department), my harmonica (bob d. style), an egg shaker on one butt cheek, and a tamborine on the other...sometimes work is just so fun when i'm not working too hard. so it's all set. my new career. forget this whole english/photography degree. i'm going to make a living playing music! all i need is a set list...any suggestions? ++++++++++ rrrrobyn said:
new things: i bought new headphones
you are a lucky girl and i am jealous. i have some headphones that i have had for forever. they are way cute. they fold up all nice so they fit anywhere. the only thing is that the fuzzy black part (seemingly only found on the old-skool types) needs to be replaced. badly. when i get home at night, all i find is bits of black foam. like dandruff, but not. and i can't find any stores that sell any replacements. if anyone knows of a good earphone foam store, e-mail me... ++++++++++ jillianne quoted my quote, (she's a sweetie-pie) but i must publicly admit to changing some words...for the REAL quote, check out the hollies and the song "bus stop". it's one of my favortists songs in the whole world. okay. i have written way to much and much too long. my heart attack is coming back. plus i have to go number 1...back to my favorite toilet in the world... love and aeroplanes over seas, sara p.s...does anyone else remember saying: "no cutsies no buttsies"? p.p.s...i heart ken chu ===== all the people'd stare as if we were both quite insane someday my name and his are going to be the same __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! - Official partner of 2002 FIFA World Cup http://fifaworldcup.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+