hello sinister. i haven't posed for awhile. i feel bad about that. it was never my intention to be a lurker. though my absence here may suggest so, and my recent return to school may as well. it was my goal to make new friends. to talk to people and show them how neat-o i really am. but i keep seeing people i used to know who hurt me in the past. and now just go to the paper and work and go to class and sit and go home and listen to music. it's too hard to be the first to say the first word. and it's getting easier to think that maybe i am in the wrong place, or just a stop on the path that will take me to where i'm really supposed to be. so does it matter if i'm surrounded by people? or is it better to find the world in my mouth? i think the latter. today, anyhow. i feel like i've written this before. or something similar. so forgive me for sticking on mundane things i need to drop off from. my roommate is growing to love b&s. the reporter sitting next to me smells like my grandfather. and now i'll go away. your lindsey lou _______________________________________________________ Send a cool gift with your E-Card http://www.bluemountain.com/giftcenter/ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+