It's been alarmingly easy to feel detached from what's gone on back home in the last few days, now that I'm living in the US. London feels a very long way away. I've been explaining to Americans with an almost blaze optimism why the bombings won't change Londoners' way of life. And how the Olympics will have a much bigger long-term impact than bombers ever can. And then this morning, four days later, on the Times newspaper website, I finally find what I've been waiting for - a list of the missing. And I come across a name I recognise. At the moment, there's just a numbness. The details of what happened, and why, seem pretty irrelevant right now. Any deaths, whatever the cause, are a tragedy for friends and family; but when it's someone so friendly and caring, with so much to offer and so much willingness to do so, it strikes home particularly hard. And of course I know there are other people on here, and one in particular, feeling so much worse. Apparently there's going to be a 2-minute silence in the UK on Thursday at noon. That's in the middle of the night for some of us, but I'm certain we'll all remember on that day in our own ways. We will go on. We must go on. But we will never forget. Big Stu +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+