If anyone else has answered this I apologise for the repetition. The dog was called Sprocket. And I have just had my horrific last exam. Four questions in two hours - not humanly possible as far as I know!!! I want to go off topic now. You know when you go out with someone and you're not sure of them and then you fall in love with them, but you aren't sure why because you think you could do better even though you don't know what would be better, but you know it's not this? Well that happened to me. And yesterday he dumped me because he didn't think I really loved him, because I said I didn't before, and now that I do (I think) he doesn't believe me. And I know he's not "the one" but it still hurts? Well I feel horrid now and I don't know if it's because he doesn't love me any more or because I fell in love with the wrong guy, or whether it's always like this when you get dumped because I've only ever been hurt once and that was by the guy I REALLY thought was "the one". Does anyone have any insights? Because I don't and all my friend are (to quote a Bridget Jones-ism) smug marrieds, and think it's my fault for being too picky or too honest or whatever. And you lot are all sensitive sorts and I would value your opinion. Sorry, is this a little too Ricki Lake for you all? I am sorry, I'm off now. Ailsa xx In my head... "ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have fallen in love with?" +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". For list archives and searching, list rules, FAQ, poor jokes etc, see http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +---+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" +---+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+