hello i hope will has some sort of copyright/ royalties gig on the go, i think he's already won the prize for best analogy of the year. i feel shitty, i started this summer job the other week and it's awful, aparently i'm being arrogant, at least according to my (soon to be ex) girlfriend. according to her i think the job is below me, which i don't. i just hate it because i can't get no uhu (job) satisfaction. sorry but i don't ask for much do i? i prefer working with the public, ,at least then you have a chance to brighten up someones day just a little. so yes she's going to finish with me because i can't hold down a job. some of you may find this rwally ironic (re: my previous girlfriend posts) but last weekend something special hapened, for the first time in ten months we similtaneously loved each other with all of our hearts, which is wuite an achievement really. but then it all went funny the other morning, we woke up and while she got ready and i lay in bed i simply said "i don't want to go to work tonight, i hate that place" then she fell out with me. today she emailed me to say she supposed it was over. then she mentioned the money again. although this is not quite the top five things which laura may (and did) tell gill about rob in high fidelity it's close especially this money issue. she said i didn't need to give her the money back as long as i just left her alone. she reckons that if i can't stay in a job that i despise then i have no longevity in anything, especially in a relationship. i've not really been bad to her ever, i try my best. if she goes then i may go take a dip in the sea. i can't handle both these things at once. the job thing has completely drained me and made me feel awful anyway and now i need to deal with my love. i said to her earlier i had toothache, i asked her then if she was ending it, i figured if i was taking painkillers i may as well find out how many i needed to take. no amount of painkillers could stop the pain of her leaving. i hope she doesn't. the toothache is bad, i had this root canal done about 18 months ago and the dentist made a complete and utter c*nt of it, amongst other things. i'm glad i'm a poor student and didn't need to pay for it, if i'd paid for it i'd be even more unhappy. i could just tell her to piss off i suppose and use the money i was going to give her to pay off my debt to come through to embra this weekend for the picnic. but no. i shouldnt. sorry. i noticed it's been a little quiet recently, except for the people who have returned after long absences, to them welcome back. to everyone else i suppose you'll all start posting again in the fear that i might again soon. so shoutouts to brian and gordon and lucy and idles and gail and will and everyone else except gav for not respecting my choice to have gareth gates inspired hair now and again. i saw two sini-folk in superdrug on sauchiehall street last friday, i know i met you before but didn't really speak to you at the picnics but hiya anyway. luv thomas x. ps: all the spelling and grammar mistakes were deliberate so shut it, right?!!?! __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Everything you'll ever need on one web page from News and Sport to Email and Music Charts http://uk.my.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+