Blood screaming inside you to work its will. Spike, Lovers Walk I will admit that I am slightly cynical when it comes to love. Because it seems that no one wants me. They want the me they can mould into what they think I should be. All that I ask is that someone loves me for who I am. Not who they want me to be, but who I am. Is that too much to ask? It seems so. I have not had one gilrfriend yet who has not tried to change me. And now, I can't even get a girlfriend. The most love I've had lately is the unrequited type. The worst feeling in the world is that of love unrequited. Nothing can ever match that. And it does not matter what anyone says, they cannot help you as you know that you are the only person in the world who has ever felt this way. And you know it is not true but you believe it to be so. And you know what the worst thing about love is? There is not a damn thing you can do about it. You are left to ride this rollercoaster with no control. All you can do is try to control yourself. I may be loves bitch, but I'm not man enough to admit it. Will Spike P.S. If you think this is cynical, wait until Valentines Day. == Sanity is not my strong point. _____________________________________________________________ Get email for your site ---> http://www.everyone.net +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+