Well. We are back in downtown again. Doing a stint at the place who laid us off. Looking out over the bay, doing barely enough to get by, i think. But we know where that gets us, don't we? Piles of papers, half-finished capers and the right to not think. And to drink....that is a respite. My Id, a mighty despot..... that leaves me long-faced with shallow-breath lung death. But we've beaten back the world with words and convincing won't help....I've tried. Yeah, I've lied. I've lain low and still for infinite bouts of conscience. And kicked myself for caring.....and I do or sometimes i don't. But still I'm kicking....no treats....just a tricking. Land HO. Mirror can be traps that we set on walls...we fall sideways into our problems....our lives. We try to fill our lives with laughter as love and merry wives. But that doesn't work....so we do....and we try to fit all of us into it.... We cut our personalities to fit the proper shape....a self-rape of sorts...but we feel no pain ...til later. Then we suck it back in....and spew out neurosis and ire at anything we can't be.... the things we want - we hide, given to an earthly body in which to reside. The Pickle Prince _________________________________________________________________ Chat with friends online, try MSN Messenger: http://messenger.msn.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+