hello, my new dearest friends... this weekend has been a refreshing time for me. my friend and i went to cbgb's yesterday in nyc out of boredom and were of course the youngest ones there. we thought there might be an exciting show going on, but it turned out to be the 2nd rock 'n roll circus. the best way to describe it: weird. it started out with a sleater-kinney like band, which were decent, i have to admit. next came two random dancers, which lasted all of 2 minutes. i have to admit, it was hilarious to see people who wanted to go to the back of the club try to get past them. right after them was a "comedian" with a little jazz thing going on in the background, who was extremely annoying and frustrating. he held a "homeless doll" and had random rants on nothing. the people around me were making fun of him splendously though. it was more amusing than what was going on on stage. after this came another band called "2nd ex-beatle to die." they were horrible. i even blocked out the annoying repetitive line from their last song out of my memory, it was that bad. after this was a random woman who said that all girls should continue living their lives being submissive to men, and some of the women in the audience cheered. ack. the last band we saw were called "guttergirl." they were watchable at least, some good lyrics. i believe i started falling asleep at that point. it was midnight at that point and my friend and i were sadly forced to go back to long island, considering my parents decided to give me a curfew of 2 a.m. for once. i guess the cold drives some people crazy. oh yes, here are some parts of the show i left out: there were random movies playing during all of this "excitement." they were basically cheesy movies made by somebody from the club in the 80's. there were also "fitness" videos being played, which i gander were sad attempts to either be like pornos(but not, of course), or to parody them. sadly, neither attempt worked. i was also thrilled at being served alcohol, even though it was pretty weak and the person cut me off after the first drink. if she's a b&s fan and happens to be on this list, thank you very much. even though nobody would've known if i was drunk off my ass or not, for i have a pretty high tolerance level. :). so that was my exciting night last night. hope you enjoyed the account. i woke up this morning to hear my parents complaining about my lack of effort in school. they found out i've handed another paper in two days late and have grounded me from attending any shows such as cbgb's in the city until the next interim report comes out-which will be around two months. this hurts me dearly, considering i was really starting to like the idea of getting off my ass and leaving this computer and town during the weekends.. oh well, looks like i'm back to where i started. i guess i need some form of motivation, but this is just awful. somebody save me. please. i believe this has also helped me though. i've started to become interested in art again. i haven't felt this way since the summer...but i sort of lost my interest in everything since that time...i don't wish to go into that now, but i believe i'm finally becoming better now. i've looked at my favorite old art history textbooks(which happen to be mostly my mother's), i've regained my love for art, especially rococo. i'm going to the frick collection tomorrow with my mother. it should be fun, actually. i haven't been to a museum in months, sadly enough. as of this moment, i'm going to continue listening to the planets suite and look at more rococo art, woo. hope all of you darlings had fun reading this. amy. *erica wanted me to say this...her and honey are currently having a lesbian romp. meow! +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@missprint.org". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@missprint.org". WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+