The 'tree surgeon' came to visit, the other day. Left behind, a pine-scented heap of shavings on the patio. There's heat inside... put your hand in and it's warm: steam rises into the autumnal air We're making some paths in the birch wood with the shavings. A rose plant, as tall as me, still has dark maroon petals, cupped tight. It is scented. Ah... A raggedy formation of birds overhead, sounding like geese but too disorganized. Dad works with the 45deg mitre in the porch, sawing little strips of beading I bought, to make a frame. My mum stands outside clutching a mug of tea, talking about the new paths. I try sinister chat, but there's nobody there... I start writing to myself... I change windows to this one. Start at the beginning, stay a while in the middle, and finish at the end. So much for objectivity. My vote is for the middle, with blurry edges. Walk to those foggy edges and the footing is surprisingly sure, but there is no beginning in view, nor an end. When I post I suppose I don't really namecheck other members of the list, or seem to take up the threads. Not often, anyway. I think of nice things, the woodshavings and the rose and the almost geese, and smile the same way I do when I think of you lot. :) She was into S&M and Bible Studies +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+