Hello my musical support group. I don't know why I always feel the need to express my thoughts or talk about my personal life on this list, especially since it is not particularly exciting or interesting but I do. A particularly horrible week has become worse--last night they admitted my mom to the hospital. Something is seriously wrong with her and before I left the hospital last night she handed me paperwork for a living will, telling me that my brother and I would have power of attorney. I don't really want to deal with that. It's bad enough that my grandparents are falling apart--now my mom too. Then my brother told me that he and my dad had a blow out last night. My dad is such an ass, and less than a man, because he is gutless and a horrible father. I came to work today, because I needed something to focus on; not to worry about things that I have no control of. My mom encouraged me to do so. I sometimes feel that when I vent like this I am being self centered. I mean what makes my problems so much bigger than everyone else's? I mean, because really they aren't. But they seem like it to me. I don't know. Maybe I never will. Brandt +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+