hi!hello!olá!bon jour!whatever... i hope you feel fine. it's christmas you are certenly feeling fine. Today i will not see what i'm writing cause i don't know if i'm writing to reach you. i'm feeling tired and sad. i'm not feeling happy or beautiful or drunk or, at least, fine. i'm feeling like shit. yes my x-mas dinner went well, oh yes i like my family and yes the gifts were great.i'm not feeling fine. not feeling.not feeling.not feeling. i get the smiths "the queen is dead" and they are my favorite band, no tiger- milk(yes i don't have Tigermilk), and i get the magnetic fields 69 love songs (and that was really great). But... i'm feeling lonely and i'm feeling sad.feeling. felling. not feeling fine. not feeli... sometimes there are millions living here and i can't smeel a thing, and i can't see a piece of skin. and sometimes my days are so happy for a minute. sometimes une famme est solement une fa- me and a boy is just a boy and i am just me. sorry if you think i'm not making sense but i'm so tired, i'm so sad. with water in my face and a heart like a half-broken glass. sleep well.... Pedro------------------------------------------- "when i come home if i come home don't be alone abigail, belle of kilronan" ------------------------------------------------------------ Email for Writers & Readers from www.malaspina.com http://www.malaspina.com/ Malaspina Great Books Homepage! http://www.mala.bc.ca/~mcneil/template.htm +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+