hiya all.. well, here I am again, living with a headcase. The sweet one from Uzbekistan decided to launch himself into a tirade of verbal abuse on Tuesday night, and I have no idea why. HE asks to speak to me. I say okay. he says hes pissed off. He says he hates me. I ask why. He says everything. I ask to sit down and discuss it. I tried to discuss it, but he said hes not going to be my scape goat, and no excuses. then it starts getting mean. I'm shocked, and for once, speechless. I am apparently an F***ing C*** (Rhymes with runt) I am an f***er. I am a vampire. (look, I might have dark hair, dark eyes and skin so pale that a goth would die for it, I might have no reflection, but until Buffy comes loking for me, there is no proof.) I am alot of things, it would seem. I am a hateful person. He hates me. (repeated several times, along with f***er and c***) apparently its everything I do. Its everything I am. Hes always hated me. he wishes I was dead. He would like to kill me. Irritatingly, he waited til there was nobody else in the kitchen to go nuts. So now, although I know what happened, he played it down to my female flatmate, and I don't know if she believes me. Well, would you believe that the sweetest, quietest and most gentle person can turn like that? I didn't, not til it dawned on me. So what did I do? I phoned the boyfriend. In tears. Hes very good at this supportive thing, you know. I called a pal, he came over and we drank tiger milk, which tasted alright, actually. I wrote down everything flatmate said in a notebook, and a time and date. I went to the university yesterday, and made a confidential, but official complaint. They were ace. What is disturbing, is that he has a master key to all the rooms in the residence. They are going to get it from him. In the meantime, I'm keeping my keys firmly in the lock, so he can't get into my room. As well as a matter of personal safety and secuirity, they said that if there is a robbery, he would be a suspect. Cos not even uni officials can enter a room without another person being present to stop any accusations of stealing. With the exception of cleaners. The drunk tory one was good, and said that if I needed help, if it got worse, if there was trouble, I have to go and get him. No appologies. Nothing said about it. If it happens again, I have the number for the security, and also the office number for the university people. Mark (boyfriend) suggested I take the dictaphone he gave me in the summer whenever I'm alone with him. Also decided to take my keys, mobile and keep my shoes on, in case things go worse. Dad asked if he was on drugs. (dads reasoning of any young irrational person). Mum thinks hes religious (he read the bible about six times) and doesn't like me being so liberated. I think she means he doesn't like me smoking, drinking, shagging, swearing and stuff. Feeling calm really, think I have done the right thing. Uni were sympathetic and helpful. Actually got my head round it all, and did some work. Nobody is allowed to mess up my final year, without prior consent and a note from the official bodies. Anyway, thats me told you ther personal things now. No news musically, to report. So this is purely an e mail about me. Forgive me if its dull. Love Idles ===== http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/corduroysmoke we're all smoking our corduroys in our secret little b+s club- what are you doing?? __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Shopping - Thousands of Stores. Millions of Products. http://shopping.yahoo.com/ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+