dear "subtle smiles" diary... ("There was a day being lonely was hard...and then your attention was never enough.") gray this morning as i lift about the house in my blue nightgown. better this way, i believe. as i do so get headaches from sunny days...that is why this summer, as the last one also was spent, will be spent indoors...the pale irish-rooted were not meant for play in the flesh-burning sun. i bought an organ on sunday for ten dollars...my kitten likes to sleep on it...so i haven't played it yet...but maybe someday...and then i will become a cult hero...playing churches all across the world...singing songs about the kitten that sleeps all day on the ivory keys...botching my plans for any earlier recognition amongst music lovers... some of you may notice this is my new mailing address. shy hugs. meganelise p.s.: it meant a lot to me that everyone was so supportive of me having my "shy boy"...all the letters i received were greatly appreciated...and i have so little time on the computer that i know i didn't respond to every one...and for that i am tragically sorry...as they did mean so very much to me...and i wanted to thank everyone for their kind words...unfortunately, the situation has been discontinued...as there is "too much history, too much biography between us"... +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+