hello Lucy, grubby rosy cheek conboys sound quite appealing. Should I have not revealed that? There's not enough grubby these days. Museums, for instance are far too clean. They should be filled with grime and people shouldn't be afraid of getting themselves muddy. When, I wonder was the last time I was in a puddle, or barefoot. I was barefoot this morning, but that's because I don't sleep in my shoes. I mean, muddy fields barefoot. I believe it was at Glastonbury. Fucking hippy. But, there's always people wanting my money. Sometimes it annoys me and I tell them to fuck off. I did that the other day and this man chased me. We had a bit of a chat and he went away.He did have a point though; I am a stingy person. Therefore, days later, on the mean streets of Oxford, when accosted I decided to be generous. Unluckily, I really had no money on me, and was dead dead poor. I'd had to break into my last pound coin so to have money for the phone. The cheapest thing to buy was some chips. So I had some chips and 12p. I tried to explain that for once I really couldn't spare any change. I reckoned 12p was insulting. I gave it them anyway, plus a cigarette. Further down the street I was stopped again. It was a bloody cold night and I felt mean so I gave him my chips. I don't think they were conmen. I didn't want the chips anyway. But, I dye cress. If I was capable of uncontrolled excitement; that's how I would be feeling about ATP. However, seeing as last time I tried to go it got cancelled, I am not going to look forward to it at all. This weekend is going to be hell. Not only is that bloody Ally Cook going to be here, but I have to work each day and still find the energy to go out. I'll probably go out straight from work, which means I will smell of cheddar. It's not the most popular scent. I listened Tigermilk the other day. The State I Am In is stunning. I was surprised. I never remembered it being that good. Anyway. I should go home now. I will see some of you at the weekend. Everyone else, well, whatever. lix.x _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+