Just when you think that for the first time in your life you've found a group of people that you can relate to and become friends with, you realise that you can't fucking well do *anything* about it because you're a fucking tink with no money and can't even fucking well afford the fucking bus fare to the place where they're all having a night out. And you're embarassed because every time one of them invites you (about nine, so far) you have to turn around and bastarding well explain for the umpteenth time that you can't fucking afford to have a life because you can't find a fucking job and your family can't/won't help you out in the slightest way and then you realise that the whole of your fucking life has been like this. LIFE IS SHIT! I wish I was fucking dead, but I don't even have the fucking guts! Ach, fuck this. -- Jason Andreas -- Hailing from Glasgow, city of half a million souls and one million people ICQ: 45821217 +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+