hi everyone. i hope all of you are doing your very best. youre special after all. as for me? well, before i go onto my raving bitch tangent id like to mention chicago. i had such a lovely time with the crew on saturday. even though it was monsooning in our fare city, the company was lovely. that was the first formal sinister meeting ive attended and am glad to know that the pedestal ive put sinisterees on is very appropriate. what amazing people. and sean and jim and elise let me listen to travis all day and didnt complain...not even a scoach. :o) and nikki was just so very sweet with her lil southern drawl :o) punk rock indeed! so now onto me being a bitter and jaded old spinster. i think i have decided to write off boys all together! geesh. why arent there any intelligent nice considerate employed straight men here? cuz theyre all in england and scotland i suspect. perhaps i just make them utopic so i have some hope that somewhere in the world boys arent stupid....i just have the misfortune of meeting the ones that are. and another thing, if i may. why is it that you can be there for your friends unconditionally. listen to them when they have their hearts broken, bring them ice cream, just be there for them when they need you. then, all the sudden they meet someone new and have no time for you? i mean, of course i dont expect to monoploise anyones life, but i dont think th´ øccasional phone call is being too demanding. there are many faults that i have, but i can honestly say that i have never put my friendships at risk for a guy. oh well. what do i know? im just in a foul mood. oh well. hopefully it isnt a problem too big for ben & jerry's. i hope all of you are toadie. as you are so once was i remember this as time goes by as i am now soon you will be remember this and pray for me ~stine +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+