I can write LONG too...a mix of all sorts,and ramblings,oh yes Oh! O! O! O! Those reviews of Belle And Sebastian were so good...all these shy little encounters,and blossoming romance...and 'the music was so good i thought my heart might burst!' i'm so envious...really..i shouldn't be jealous but can you blame me? And why is Stuart so damn nice to the fans....it makes it that much harder.. no-one feel bad for embarassing first impressions..conversations..I am so stupid with those it makes me cringe...i try to act very mature and knowning at the beginning,but then,i don't know what happens,but the coolness just melts! and it always goes like this:(I hide and watch them soundchecking behind stairs,or sit where they can easily trip over me) 'Hi!...Can I hug you?' and then I kiss 'em...(yes,i go for the gold) it's embarrasing and they probably think i'm crazy,but in someways i think maybe it's not so bad...when will i ever have the oppturtunity to again? i remember when i saw neil codling sitting on the counter of a&w..i tried to be all 'your fame doesn't faze me' and i jumped up next to him,punched him in the shoulder and in the process spilled his drink.. evan dando was at b&s!?! eeeew! when i was a wee child,he used to be in my SEVENTEEN magazines,and he had really long hair and SEVENTEEN was always like 'Oh what we wouldn't give to run our fingers through his hair?' and I always thought i was a lesbian because i wasn't attracted to him...and now where is he,stupid bloated potatoe thinks he's so cool....next Kate Moss will be showing up at Belle and Sebastian shows... Megan,I miss you too....the creek is getting lonely,the mud is starting to freeze with the flurries of snow warning it of winter... i can't go into the chat thing,i don't know what's wrong...it's keeps saying 'cannot resolve...' i love the little lovebirds elisa and sparkly orange..elisa i am glad you got my letter,apologies if it is a little angsty! i am not an angsty person! i've decided when i get my driver's license,i am hot-wiring a car and going to toronto and will go dancing with elisa and jj....(just for the record,PHILIPPPPPPPPPPPE sorry,i like to emphasize the 'P's' Oh did you know I used to be in love with a french Philippe? Philippe Candelero the figure skater! Ahhhh yes,when he used to do that Rocky rountine and rip off his shirt...le sexy anyways,yes Philippe..in France-French,do people say in 'WOOOP TA LAI!' or 'SLING SLING!' because here in Quebec-French,my driving instructor (who looks like trainspotting begbie) always does little hand puppets of cars smashing into each other and he shouts WOOP TA LAI!!!! for effect) stuart and silver pants? he must be sorry he cancelled toronto NOW just think how well he could've made out in Le Chateau. what is this? you sinister people only base your crushes on the photos? i fall in love with a couple of you just from the way you write....we can't ALL be oil paintings!(..actually,instead of a real-person picture,i fell in love with this boy in a paintings for a glasgow art fair,he has that look that i imagine a scottish boy combines with an innocent fumbling to look like) and ahhh why how belle and sebastian make love-in's and boyfriends and girlfriends sound so sweet...it's all running fast over the quiet streets and watch boys with with floppy hair feverishly smoking cigarettes when in reality it's pervy highschool boys and dirty concrete floors and stale beer and 'make me a sammich bitch'.......bahhh i want a sebastian! (and even when you are presented with the perfectly lush atmosphere....fields and fields and dark out,who's your sebastian? a grubby stalker in a pick-up! 'Hyuk hyuk wanna go to the racetrack?') i ain't no fortunate one ("it ain't me! it ain't me!") love, your genevieve 'first you lure them down from heaven with promises of goodness and weeping' ______________________________________________________ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". For list archives and searching, list rules, FAQ, poor jokes etc, see http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +---+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" +---+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+