-Look I'm going to read you something, won't you at least stop fidgeting and give me your full attention... -Ok, I promise, I was listening to you anyway,but now you can see my face you believe me don't you? -I'm not entirely sure, but I'm really want to read you this so I will give you the benefit of the doubt, just this once you understand? Its just it seems important: "In the universe today, galaxies usually drift past one another like ships in the night, missing each other by large distances. The chance collision of galaxies with gas clouds or one another result in strange often beautiful effects, caused not by actual collison of matter but by the gravitational pull of matter. The close encounters result in new star formations, rekindling of quasars by adding vast amounts of matter to the accretion disk surrounding black holes, and even ripping away stars which are lost into intergalatic space"* -hmmm... well that was nice... I'm not sure, what you mean though? -I don't mean anything thats the whole point. But can't you understand? If things so great, so much bigger than ourselves are happening by luck, how on earth are we supposed to stand a chance? At the same time, though, its brilliant, we are out of control... the most beautiful things in life happen by accident... its not our fault. We were just born insignificent... - I'm not sure I like this train of thinking, it seems to me you are using yet another excuse to wriggle out of real life, I'm not sure how much longer you can keep this up? -I'm not honestly, but what makes you so sure I'm wrong? What if this is what real life is? Put it this way: what if I had not heard of Belle and Sebastian? and you hadn't either? would we be here now? I very much doubt it. And look what we have. It is so much more than either of us know. But its pure chance. And that is just the one thing. You have to start looking around. Right now. What's the most beautiful thing you see? I will bet you anything it has happened by accident. *Promega Catologue: Protocols and applications guide "The Source of Discovery" _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+