sinister
shit im losing it. from the first moment of waking up and when the first cup of coffee tasted like washing up
ok i prob got that all wrong but i am
im so scared
first, for the first time ever i lost it and really screamed at someone-in class. for a very petty reason. i was tld to go for a walk till id calmed down. i didnt go back till the end. even tho id calmed down- i couldnt face
Sounds like you hit the bottom ----- Original Message ----- From: sweetie <i.am.sinister@beastiesanon.freeserve.co.uk> To: sinister <sinister@missprint.org> Sent: Wednesday, February 02, 2000 5:13 PM Subject: Sinister: i dont know them.
and then today :*( i dont get on with one of my sisters, at all shes a year and half younger and is very mean to me she always calls me a freak and is generally very horrible
and today i lost it with her but i didnt just scream at her i took evry reasonable appraoch i could think of but it didnt work i went for her i grabbed her hair and dragged her onto the floor (bearing in mind shes about 2" taller and alot bigger and stronger) i stood over her back and held her down she was screaming and screaming she got me off and i got her into like a headlock then i left and she was crying and upset she phoned my dad and he came and took her away and i was shaking and crying and scared
i feel so stressed and so scared
help me i am so scared what have i done
lost, sweetie x
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