Hi Kids (A-Z); The appropriate soundtrack for this post: Magnetic Fields, 69 Love Songs (played at medium volume so as not to wake the sleeping Sinis in our midst). But appropriate, since the subject of Love has been bandied about on the list for some days now, either being had / or had and lost / or never had at all / or crushed.... I've lived through every kind, and continue to, so all I can say to all those kids currently being put through the love blender is: Hang in there. It gets worse. Much. "A pretty girl in her underwear.... if there's anything better in this world, who cares?" But if you have to get gooey for someone of the opposite sex, if you absolutely can't resist rubbing your soul against someone else's, if you insist upon defying all logic and common sense in spilling your heart into the cup of another, then I would say that this har Sinistuh is a pretty good place to do it. For we are the kings and queens of the boudoir, old friend. We won't hurt you. We promise. Try us. "Reno Dakota, there's not an iota of kindness in you... You know you enthrall me and yet you don't call me, it's making me blue... Pantone 292..." Aaaah, to just give up all the worrying, and dive into something unknown and dangerous and alive, that's what makes us living breathing participants in this beautiful parade. Walk down Main Street proud with whatever banner you carry, or whatever float you guide, or whoever you want to love on your arm.... the world will follow with cheers, I promise. The important thing is courage. Kiss the angel. Take the angel by the hand and lead it to the bedroom, make the angel see God. If we fail, we've only seen failure. If we succeed, OH the things we've seen! "This too shall pass, so raise your glass to change and chance" Yes, I'm feeling a little protective of all the ones who are in the process of having their hearts messed with, it's never right but sometimes it makes sense. It's happened to all of us old souls at least a dozen times; I know that doesn't help, but it's the truth, yeah us old souls can tell you that it'll be okay, but I guess you hafta find out for yourself.... but really.... enjoy your despairing confusion, because at least you have that. There are empty shell-souls that would give anything just to feel such torment. So a rush and a push and praise to your angst. "So many beautiful parades go by, and I don't mind." List-content: Llaura Llew is feeling just ideal, she told me so. Her horoscope was nearly perfect. Joan is still Of Dark, but showered in light. And List-Dominatrix Lisa has gone blind, but has 20/20 vision. That's all, get me out of this clip-joint, gawd, B. to the R. to the I. to the E. to the R. BRIER +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+