i'm going home. not forever, but for a few days at least. you may or may not know, but i'm at uni. only i hate my course. a lot. so i've been skipping lectures and being a bad little rascal. only i'm going home because my grandpa is ill. very ill. kinda like dying ill. so i'm going to see him. it'll be hard. last november my gran in newcastle died from lung cancer, and as my grandpa also has a lung disease, i'm scared it'll happen again. i'm worried that i haven't spent enough time with him as well. and that i might not get the chance. i'm gonna cry, but i can't cos i'm in the internet cafe and i'll make a show of myself. ok, i'm crying now. the woman beside me is looking worried. so i'm away home. which is why i can't meet up with juicy lucy now she's up here. i'm sorry. i need to go pack. i need something to eat. i better go now. love to you all, especially to my grandpa, only he'll never read this, but you know what i mean. amy xxxx _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. Share information about yourself, create your own public profile at http://profiles.msn.com. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+