cripes, i'm writing a lot lately aren't i? anyway, i was glad to see jason andreas is feeling better, tho i never got around to telling him i voted for him for list crush yesterday, despite his abhorrent behavior on the radiohead email list. ;) of course, that behavior may have been the result more of the people on the list, and not jason himself. some of those people . . . jeez. anyway, talked to the ex boyfriend last night. i hadn't talked to him in a couple weeks, and late last night i check my email and there's something from him saying that he misses me badly and tried calling but nobody answered. the fact that nobody answered confuses me, because i had my cordless with me all last night, and the batteries weren't dead, which would make me think i'd gotten a lemon except that my mother called me and that worked no problem. maybe he tried calling the house phone. that one's busted. anyway, so like an idiot i call him back and end up in an hour long tear fest, trying not to tell him that i don't love him anymore. it was rather painful. yeah, i miss him and everything, but he's sitting there asking me if i want to go on a date (!) with him, and all i could say was that i didn't think it was a good idea. now i'm very confused about my feelings. hmph. i did tell him that i kissed seth, though. i was worried it would get back to him through some chain of the boston brit pop scene, most likely beginning with a drunk teri (no offense, girly) and ending with a drunk roommate named ariel. but i'm listening to the halo benders and i'm appreciating this album a lot today. more than usual. i feel like i'm hearing more of it and from a different perspective, as well. it's strange, but quite pleasant. oh, and the album is "god don't make no junk". i have yet to get their second album. i've got the third, tho, and despite my sister saying it wasn't that great i like it a lot. but no album without "don't touch my bikini" can hold a candle to "god don't make no junk." and if you've never heard "don't touch my bikini," go out to your local record store that lets you listen to the stuff before you buy it and listen to it. song number 2 on "god don't make no junk" by the halo benders. it's brilliant. now that i'm done ranting about a band that is *so* not belle and sebastian, maybe i should include a little b&s content. maybe not. ooooooh, i feel like i'm being naughty. wow. i really need a fuck. *sigh* i'll shut up now. -kerry "there is something you should know: the girl of your dreams is here all alone." -morrissey, "southpaw" +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+